豪门世家，有谁又是生来就顺利的……不经历点什么，谁也成不了现在的王者。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp便是他们陆家，私生子遍地……他从小的遭遇，比厉衍琛压根就差不了多少。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp算起来，厉衍琛比他好命多了好吗！

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp也不知道有什么好心疼的……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可，有人心疼的感觉真好啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp当年白霜……将他的头搂在怀中，轻轻抚摸着他的头发安抚他的时候，是他这辈子最平静的时刻。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无论发生了什么，只要她那么搂着他……他就能心里很宁静，特别的宁静。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp没了她之后……所有的人都以为，他陆放只丢失了一个女人。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可却没人知道……那是他的全世界啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp心脏，被挖空的感觉体验过吗？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp自此后，心都空了……对什么都没欲望了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp没她，他都活不下去了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp替代品，只是一时的良药……却根治不了内心的那种极致的空虚感。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp黑暗中，陆放深吸了一口烟，吐出烟雾。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp声音带着无限的卑微，开口道：“小丫头……算我求你了好吗……带我去见白霜吧，我……这里，想她想得痛了好久好久……已经痛麻木了，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我保证，不打扰她……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp黑暗中，苏暖暖吸了吸鼻子道：“你告诉我这些，就是为了让我心软，带你去见我老师么？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放，你也太卑鄙无耻了，你自己心痛就算了……还要让我知道这些，也跟着心痛！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放哭笑不得道：“我没打这主意……小丫头居然会因为这么点事儿，就心疼厉衍琛，看来……好像挺喜欢他的。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏暖暖么有否认，只是道：“我老师当年……也很喜欢你吧，我听纪云淑说……哪怕我老师当年跪着，被她的人羞辱……她嘴巴里，都喊着三个字……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放只觉得心脏处，被人用拳头死命的抓住一般，压抑得快喘不过气来了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp面上却依旧漫不经心的道：“哪三个字？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我爱他。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哦……”黑暗中，陆放轻轻的应了一声。